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` helena rose stafford jr;;
` seventeen
` eldest stafford daughter
` sister of four
` loves her siblings [richard iii, isaac, edward and imogen] with all her heart


` all was golden in the sky;;


i'll be at you side, i'll be at your side you know that i'll always love you through it all;; other half
when the daylight's gone and you're on your own and you need a friend just to be around ;; practically family
i will comfort you, i will take your hand, and i will pull you through, i will understand ;; inseperable
and you know that i'll be at your side, there's no need to worry, together we'll survive ;; partners in crime
through the haste and hurry i'll be there, when you're alone and there's nowhere to turn ;; attached at the hip
if life's standing still and you're soul's confused and you cannot find what road to choose ;; best friend
if you make mistakes you won't let me down, i'll still believe we'll turn around ;; confidant
if you feel like you're alone and you've nowhere to turn, i'll be there at your side ;; emotional support
when you feel all alone and the world has turned it's back on you, give me a moment please ;; close friend
to tame your wild, wild heart, i know you feel like the walls are closing in on you ;; good friend
it's hard to find relief and people can be so cruel, when darkness is upon your door ;; enemies turned friends
when you feel like you can't take any more, let me be the one you call ;; drinking partners
if you jump i'll break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night ;; party buddies
if you need to fall apart, i can mend a broken heart ;; on and off
if you need to crash then crash and burn you're not alone ;; fake friend/using
when you feel all alone and a loyal friend is hard to find, you're caught in a one way street ;; friend of a friend
when hopes and dreams are far away and you feel like you can't face the day ;; family friend
there has always been heartache and pain, and when it's over you'll breathe again ;; acquaintance
we were standing all alone and you were leaning in to speak to me ;; first-name basis
acting like a mover shaker dancing to madonna, and i think about it all the time ;; just met
and when you looked into my eyes i felt a sudden sense of urgency ;; same clique
fascination casts a spell and you became more than just a mystery ;; perfect stranger
i no longer pretend to have my hand on the wheel because i feel the magic all around you ;; getting to know you


` road to acceptance;;


i'm in this state of mind today, i hope you're gonna understand me ;; by association
it's ok to put down your guard, i know it's hard come on and let's pretend ;; just for show
it's supposed to be i know i'm wrong and i will always disagree i'm too strong ;; tolerance
i've got this one on my feet, it's time to stand up, admit defeat ;; indifference
it doesn't matter what you say, 'cos i will never stay and see, the way ;; annoyance
i know it's written in the sand, it's not your fault it's in my mind ;; jealousy
i better learn to understand that i'm not the centre of mankind ;; envy
it's time to slow down now and listen to you what will you say, i've got this one on my feet ;; intimidated
i hope you will understand me now and the way i function if i never will expand ;; scared of
your rise and fall back up against the wall, what goes around is coming back and haunting you ;; avoidance
no one loves you and you know it, don't pretend that you enjoy or you don't care ;; friends turned enemies
i'll never do exactly what i want and i'll sculpt my life for your acceptance ;; friendly rivals
i always waste my time just wondering what the next man thinks of me ;; rivals
and i feel forgoten, i feel like rotting, do you feel the same? just can't make sense ;; backstabbed/betrayed
all my life i've seemed to have this need, i think sometimes it even turns to greed ;; one sided dislike
it's just like our brain when we go insane, we feel the same pain ;; mutual dislike
i take a look around and all the things i've found i call it blind hatred ;; one sided hatred
if you'd stop a while and maybe if you'd smile, you'd realise that we're all the same ;; mutual hatred
cause now i wouldn't lie or tell you all the things you want to hear 'cos i hate you ;; hardcore
i hear you're sick, sucked on that cancer stick, a throbbing tumour and a radiation high ;; go to hell, bitch
shit out of luck and now your time is up, it brings me pleasure knowing you'll die ;; death wish


` our picture hangs out of tune;;


raindrops fall from everywhere, i reach out for you, but you're not there ;; fleeting glances
so i stood waiting, in the dark, with your picture in my hands, story of a broken heart ;; flirting
stay with me don't let me go, cause i can't be without you ;; physical attraction
because i've built my world around you, and i don't wanna know what it's like without you ;; hot and cold
i'm trying and hoping for the day, when my touch is enough ;; sexual tension
to take the pain away, i've been searching for so long ;; lust
the answer is clear, we'll be ok if we don't let it disappear ;; one-night stand
i've searched over and over, so many, many times ;; fling
for you and i is like the stars that light the sky every night ;; cuddle buddies
our picture hangs out of tune, remind me of the days ;; make-out buddies
you promised me we'd always be and never go away ;; fuck buddies
i loved you, you made me hate me, it saved me and these tears are deadly, see ;; friends with benefits
it was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife ;; enemies with benefits
and these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true i hurt too ;; fantasy
i've lost it all, fell today, it's all the same, i've been abused i feel so used, because of you;; rape/abuse
look at what I made for you, it never was enough, the world is what I gave to you ;; childhood sweethearts
you act like you never had love and you want me to go without ;; cheated on
did i ask too much? more than a lot, you gave me nothing now it's all that i've got ;; betrayed


` the endless night has got a hold of me;;


there were nights when the wind was so cold, that my body froze in bed ;; one-sided crush
there were days when the sun was so cruel that all my tears turned to dust ;; mutual crush
i finished crying the instant that you left and i can't remember where or when or how ;; past crush
and i banished every memory that you and i have ever made, but when you touch me like this ;; past {good terms}
and you hold me like that i just have to admit that it's all coming back to me now ;; past {bad terms}
there were moments of gold and there were flashes of light ;; past {still chemistry}
there were things i'd never do angain but there they always seemed right ;; past {want it back}
there were nights of endless pleasure, it was more than any laws allow, baby, baby ;; on and off dating
and if i kiss you like this, and if you whisper like that, it was lost long ago but it's all coming back to me now ;; current
but you were history with the slamming of the door, and i made myself strong again ;; possible future relationship
the flesh and the fantasies, it was gone with the wind but it's all coming back to me now ;; final relationship
it's almost surreal all the pain that i feel, the future ain't what it used to be ;; engaged/promised
it doesn't matter what they're thinking of me, it's always so cold and i'm too young to be old ;; spouse
were there ever any stars in the sky? And did the sun ever shine so bright? ;; true love
do you have any dreams i could borrow just to get me through the lonely nights ;; in love
say a prayer for the falling angels, stem the tide of the rising waters ;; lost love
toll a bell for the broke hearted, burn a torch for your sons and daughters ;; fairytale romance


` least favourite things;;


it's these substandard motels on the corner of 4th and fremont street ;; love/hate
appealing only because they're just that unappealing ;; mother
any practised catholic would cross themselves upon entering ;; father
the rooms have a hint of asbestos, and maybe just a dash of formaldehyde ;; brother
and the habit of decomposing right before your very eyes ;; sister
along with the people inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy ;; cousin
tonight's tenants range from a lawyer and a virgin accessorising with a rosary ;; aunt
tucked inside her lingerie she's getting a job at the firm come monday ;; uncle
the mrs will stay with the cheating attorney, moonlighting aside, she needs his money ;; other family
and not to mention the constable, and his proposition for that virgin ;; mixed feelings
yes the one the lawyer met with on strictly business as he said to the mrs just hours before ;; protective
after he had left she was fixing her face in a compact, there was a terrible crash ;; respect
between her and the badge, she spilled her purse and her bag, and held a purse of a different kind ;; admiration
there are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses, it's sleeping with roaches ;; bad influence
and taking best guesses at the shade of the sheets and before all the stains ;; good influence
and a few more of your least favourite things, your least favourite things ;; stalker
please leave all overcoats canes and top hats with the doorman ;; obsessive
from that moment you'll be out of place and under dressed ;; room-mate
i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it, ruining this banquet ;; band-mate
for the mildly inspiring, when you're in black slacks with accentuating off white ;; teacher/student
everything goes according to plan, i'm the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it ;; classmate
you're reading lips, when did he get all confident, haven't you heard i'm the new cancer ;; coworker
next is a trip to the ladies room in vain and i bet you just can't keep up with these fashionistas ;; boss
tonight you are a whispering campaign, i bet to them you're name is cheap ;; mentor/mentee
i bet to them you look like shit, talk to the mirror oh choke back tears ;; secret friends/enemies/lovers
and keep telling yourself that i'm a dive, oh and the smokes in that cigarette box ;; forbidden friends/lovers
on the table they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin ;; never spoken
and i know and i know it doesn't feel like a night out without someone sizing you up ;; other {specify}


` so when you're feeling very small and insecure;;

ok so this plot was made by ME! colours are from colour blender, obvs, inspiration from everywhere, lyrics from the corrs, savage garden, franky lee, green day, danity kane, meatloaf, hollywood undead and panic! at the disco.

fwb/ewb – friends/enemies who have a bit of fun on the side too
fuckbuddies etc. - people who only fraternise for sex etc.
envy/jealousy – envy is rational, jealousy is not

now some rules. post in mine i'll post in yours, please post in code, quote my post for colours, anywhere will get you nowhere, final decision is always mine, if it's struck off pm me, kthanxbai.

isaac edward taylor
but i call him eddy and although he's only 25
he's rocking it out as my fantastic fiancee

i'll be at you side, i'll be at your side you know that i'll always love you through it all;; other half
when the daylight's gone and you're on your own and you need a friend just to be around ;; practically family
i will comfort you, i will take your hand, and i will pull you through, i will understand ;; inseperable
if you make mistakes you won't let me down, i'll still believe we'll turn around ;; confidant
if you feel like you're alone and you've nowhere to turn, i'll be there at your side ;; emotional support
stay with me don't let me go, cause i can't be without you ;; physical attraction
to take the pain away, i've been searching for so long ;; lust
if i kiss you like this, if you whisper like that, lost long ago, it's all coming back to me now ;; current
it's almost surreal all the pain that i feel, the future ain't what it used to be ;; engaged/promised
do you have any dreams i could borrow just to get me through the lonely nights ;; in love
toll a bell for the broke hearted, burn a torch for your sons and daughters ;; fairytale romance
yes the one the lawyer met with on strictly business as he said to the mrs just hours before ;; protective
after he had left she was fixing her face in a compact, there was a terrible crash ;; respect

eddysays: "omg it's my gorgeous fiancee eloise! loves you darling!"
ellysays: "loves you too darling! nobody dazzles me quite like you!"

` never was there ever such a beautiful night
since you were here with me

my beauties lay your heads down