Refused and Distorted, Lyrical Sets by Hybrid

[Hybrid]

We'll start this off with...

Forgotten Memory

Poisoned Tears fall to the floor
As she screams and slams the door
Sorrowful smiles try to brighten a dark day
He sulks to the floor with nothing to say
She pushes him away and runs for her love
Silence surrounds his hand wearing a glove
Angels gasp and Hell stands still
As the fated bullet looks for the kill
His name written into cold silver lead
She rushed through the door to find him dead
Slouched over on the floor of red
She sobbed and tears fell onto his face that once bled
She reached for his hand and found the folded up paper
That let her know that he really loved her

A grey sky looks on as people gather around
To lower his lifeless body into the ground
A tired wind sweeps through the trees
As she weeps by his side on the alter covered with leaves
A life filled with care and love turns into one of misery
Her once solemn face turns quivery
And she loses emotion with the crows as a witness
Who ever said that ignorance was bliss
She stands up and turns to go
And the spirit of her lost lover yells no
She stops for a moment as if she heard something
She shakes her head, she knows she would give anything
To go back to that day and right the wrong
Just so her lonely life didn't seem so long....

She gets into the car as the engine hums
She breathes sadness filled air into her lungs
As they arrive at her now empty home
She looks at her feet and pulls out her cell phone
She writes a text and sends it to his number
Hoping he would hear her heart cry in his eternal slumber
A moment passes as the screen reads "Message Sent"
She tucked away her phone hoping her mind would let
Her heart rest and stop her skin from wanting to creep
As tears fill her eyes, they widen as she hears her phone beep
For a moment, she doesn't know what to do
Then she rolls of bed and reads the words "I Love You Too"



Heres my latest, nothing great but I wanted to write, its called:

Advice to a Shadow

~Dedicated to everyone who has yet to find that special someone that will make their life a little better, and their hope a little brighter. Sit back and enjoy.

[Verse One]

Nothing matters anymore when you're alone
No-one hears my screams for help on the phone
I'm staying in my room, far from fear
I belong alone, going nuts without a tear
A chilly breeze scatter my lyrics on the floor
The nightmares of losing her are stopped at my door
So much has changed, but we'll try to remain the same
A world without her would drive me crazy insane
How would you feel putting your life in one corner
Knowing that if you die you'll have but a single morner
And all your depression leaks into the soil 6 ft. under
Doesn't that make you stop and wonder?

[Chorus]

Show me light, show me dark
Everything you've done, and everything you've failed
It all falls apart when your coffin gets nailed
You can't change the past, its over and done
No matter what illusion you paint, theres only one
One, one person, one hope, one solution to your pain

[Verse Two]

You want to come clean but who will really listen?
A sole star in the sky that refuses to glisten?
Thats all that this world is gonna give to you
And you're forced to go and make due
But in the end you're left with what you lost
Nothing more than reminants of cold frost
Of that winter a few years ago when you had to let her go
But it kills you cuz you refused to let her know
You kept those feelings inside and relied on yourself
And now your paying for it with a huge lack of wealth
You're resources of love are gone and you wanna die
And her eyes stare at you always asking you why
You do nothing but look down and somewhere far away
You know shes right, but you have nothing to say....

[Chorus]

[Verse Three]

I sit alone in a puddle of tears
Thinking back, its been two years
The memory won't let itself go
The pain is more than you can ever know
A lonely soul needs the light given by that someone
Cuz it sends you into another world and turns the pain numb
For a split second everything is ok, and thats all you want
I'm not leaving without her, and no-one is gonna say they forgot
Forever is a long time, but light can fight through the shadows of doubt
Get inside yourself and force those feelings out
I did, and look where I am, trust me on this, its for the better
Now pick up a pen and paper and write her a letter
Tell her how you really feel, what do you have to lose?
Nothing, so give her that envelope and set everything on cruise
I was once where you are today, and being alone isn't worth it
You're gonna have the time of your life, and you'll never forget


[Chourus]
[Chourus Repeat]



And heres a slightly older one, but still pretty good:

Somewhere...Somehow...

My tears show a reflection of her face
The memory of my only love I cant erase
Wishing she could always be by my side
Instead I got her picture to confide
When I need help or I miss her so bad
I get so upset, I lose my mind and go mad
Cuz each passing day is another one in hell
I love her so much...so much I can't tell
Cuz I don't have the right words to say
How I feel, even though I try everyday
I can feel her body against mine
Now when I'm alone, I'm no longer fine
She makes up my life, my everything
Her voice is so beautiful..when she talks it like she sings
A cool breeze blowing under the glass
Of my window showing days that have passed
Of me, alone in an empty room
Dreaming of the day that shows a bride and a groom
Someday that I can be where I know I belong
Hoping that my words will come to me outside of a song
Cuz I need to tell her how I really feel on the inside
I would go down to the lone star state if I had a ride
Just to walk up to her door and give her that one big hug
But instead I dream of her as I stare at the bottom of a coffee mug
Even though these tears will never make anything better
She knows and I know, that I will always love her

[Fusion]

tis good stuff! i remember the 2nd one, and still like it

[Locke]

sw33tz!!

[Hybrid]

Thanks everyone

Heres my newest work, just now finished it:

Heres my newest:

Paintings on the Wall


[Verse One]
It’s the painting on the walls that keeps me terrified
Depictions of a long lost time when I really tried
The time you walked out on me that lonely night
You’re long gone, but I’m holding your laughter tight
Remembering your smiles and your tears
Hard to believe we made it through all these years
We promised forever but can we really do it?
We’re brave enough even thinking of pursuing it
I wanna hold your hand and never let it go
Cuz you just do something to me that you can never know
Why is the darkness so thick on this misty day?
I want you in my arms, so bad, all I wanna do is lay
Next to you, or in your arms for the rest of my life


[Chorus]
Paintings on the wall
Our picture hanging in the hall
Your perfume has long since faded
Something tells me our fate wasn’t jaded
It was us, there was something wrong
I don’t know anymore, its been so long...
Come back to me and end this suffering and pain
Cuz I can’t take it...
Staring at your sweet face in the picture frame...

[Verse Two]
If these walls could speak I could live in the past
I wish our time together didn’t go so fast
The laughter and cries of regret fill my head
Hurts so bad, I just wanna end up dead
I wish you would just come back and help me
I’m right in front of you...but still you don’t see
Are you that blind to me? Or don’t you care anymore?
My mind is aching and my heart is sore
Come back, come back, to the place you belong
Without you, my life seems so miserable and long
Call my name and wake up every morning next to you
I want this so bad but there isn’t a damn thing I can do...

[Chorus]

[Verse Three]
Was it fate that put us together and then pulled us apart?
I don’t know what did it, but you ripped out my heart
So many mornings I woke up with the pillow next to me empty
I tried to kiss you and say sorry, but you wouldn’t let me
Pushing me away for someone you said you didn’t like, or love
Its gotta be a curse, sent to me from your home somewhere above
My angel has left me, and I’m going to lose it soon
I can see it now, its coming, the sound of impending doom
This is my last chance, will you please listen to me?
I can’t pay attention to anything else cuz you’re all I see
When will you realize that I’m starting to become a distant memory?
Maybe your blinded by your “new love”...maybe you hate me
I can’t hear or see, I beg and cry as I fall to my knees
Come back baby, give me one chance, one more, please....

[Fusion]

omg thats really good, all i can say is...wow...

[Hybrid]

Yeah thanks.

Newest...

Lost Forgotten Boy
[Verse One]

Left all alone to fight for myself
Forgotten by everyone, sitting on the shelf
Reach out to me when you let me go
For reasons you said I could never know
Why the hell does this happen to ME?
You took me and ran like my trust was free
That’s not the case, you need to stop for a second
And be me, never anything better than finishing 2nd
One minute you’re here, the next you’re not
Why can’t you stay next to me? You’re all I got
Are we falling apart and slipping away?
Have you been deaf? Cuz you don’t seem to hear me say
I miss you so much and your leaving me here
I thought I told you that losing you was my biggest fear
Are you trying to scare me into leaving you?
I really don’t know what you’re trying to do
You cut my throat with your bloody knife
Let me go and move on with your better life...

[Chorus]

You said you’d hold on for eternity
After wasted dreams and wasted energy
You’re trying to make it up to me...
I don’t want to think we weren’t meant to be
But there’s nothing wrong...its something I hate
The glare you give me when I walk in late
Do you need some time to yourself and think?
Cuz I’m all alone, when everything disappears in a blink...


[Verse Two]

I was blinded to your true intentions
Fooled by your false love and excuse inventions
I’m starting to wonder if you even cared about me
I was always true, but you couldn’t be
What was so hard? Did you really hate me that much?
So sad...one tries to get away while the other longs for that first touch
Tell me why you left, and what I did to go wrong
I know it, I know you understand the meaning of this song
Let it get inside you and start to tear you apart
Cuz you’re crying with me with each burning remark
It hurts so much, rejection isn’t anything compared to this
How can you love someone you never stopped to miss?
So spin it and forget it, just like you did with me
Watching time go by, waiting me to turn to a forgotten memory
I smile bitterly when I see you aren’t letting go of the chance
Cuz you remember the first night when I asked you to dance
But that was then, this is now, are you completely cold to these tears?
You laugh as I crawl up in a corner...scared as you release my deepest fears...

[Chorus]

[Verse Three]

A weathered street sign flaps in the breeze
You somehow manage to smile with ease
Cuz nothing has affected you yet
So far you haven’t had to let go, and you’re all set
While I sit helplessly by and watch my life leave me
Dammit, I can’t do anything, but why can I see???
Pounding on the glass as your lips start towards his
I scream into a silent world as I realize you’ll never know what love is
I collapse to the snow covered ground as you close you’re eyes and enjoy
Something I never will...Instead I have a feeling of an old thrown out toy
You let go way to fast for me to try and catch you
So fast...dammit so damn fast, Isn’t there SOMETHING I can do!?
You look over to the window...the clock strikes the new year...
Nothing is there...but a single, lonely...blood smear...

[Raven]

i love them alll...

[Hybrid]

Tears

“No Tears...We still have a few hours left..”
The empty pillow on the bed behind me
You looked so strong...almost unaffected...why?
I miss you so much, I want you back here with me
I want your hugs, the way you held me close when I started to cry
I need that soothing, I need that reassurance again
Your soft brown eyes that gazed into mine
It seemed so unreal, like the entire thing was all pretend
I miss you so much, sleeping in until nine
Let me take your hand again, mine is so cold
Let me kiss your lips again, I’m so lost
Everything is so hard now, I just want you back here
I want those shivers again, the ones I got when you were near
PlayStation, Mountain Dew, I don’t want to lose you
Kirra, Adidas, stuffed animals and hoodies
Its all coming back to me at once, and your not here anymore..
I’m trying the best I can to be strong, a good boyfriend
But its so hard here without you, the loneliness is starting over again
So jump back into my arms
And relive the fairy tale that doesn’t have to end...

Dedicated to Marcy (Fusion), I had the best vacation ever, and I want you back..

[Hybrid]

Oh, i wanted to let you guys know that my song "Forgotten Memory" has been recorded and put to music. If you've never seen the lyrics, give a listen:

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[Hybrid]

Holding On


Slowly slipping away into the darkness
Your face is starting to disappear from view
Flashbacks haunt me everyday, but i want this
Tears never let my face dry, but I won't forget you
Seems like forever that we've been apart already
I can still feel your breath on my face when I first come to
New Years, the ring, Times Square and the confetti
Such a special time, and I'll never forget my gift to you
And the kiss that followed that was soft and long
I remember taking your hand and feeling the comfort and belonging
The tears that flowed and the pain that came when you were gone
I look into your eyes and I'm filled with a sense of love and longing
Because I know we're far from being over, and I won't let you go
I just want to hold you close so you can finally know
How much I've been missing you and how bad I want you back
Your scent has almost disappeared from your shirt, I'm so sorry
Maybe you want some space, but the past week has been too much slack
I feel like I've done something that has made this entire thing worse
The moon shines like it did not two weeks ago when we held each other close
I wanted your love so bad, and I don't believe in overdose
But I'm feeling the withdrawl symptoms and I'm addicted again
I want to focus on what DID happen, not what could have been
So maybe when you can move on, then I can join you
And give you a kiss, and you can mess up my hair like you always do...

[Fusion]

i love them all, so sweet and sad at the same time

[Hybrid]

Yes, thanks a lot

Heres my newest:

Flashback


[Verse One]

A whisper is heard and tears roll off his face
Laughs resound through his head of days already gone
He lets her go and stares after his only saving grace
It was ten days, but it only seemed 2 days long
His hands fall to his sides as he stands helpless
He looks to the side and no longer sees her smile
He was supposed to be strong for her, fearless
But he can't take it, he's lost into the depths of denial
He turns to leave and tries to remember her words
Living a broken life, he walks to the empty car
Memories come back and haunt the early afternoon
Fighting back tears, he tries to smile but doesn't get far
He doesn't want to forget, their next time could never be too soon

[Chorus]

A thousand memories held within a single tear
Too many mornings when shes not near
Such an empty world without a purpose to live
To get her back, theres nothing he wouldn't give..

[Verse Two]

Memories may stay, but time will never cease to pass
Flashbacks and feelings of lonliness start to manifest
His painful breaths form a cloud on the cold glass
Daydreams and illusions that won't let his torn heart rest
He can't let the past go, but he knows he must
Scared to forget, he hears her voice begging him to cheer up
Forced down by a sense of longing and lust
Holding his head in the same hands that once held hers
He misses her touch..and touching each of her curves
Trying to break out of the chains of misery and sadness
Trying to hold his head up and look forward to next time
But everything happens at once...the pain is too relentless..

[Verse Three]

He wakes up and reaches over to play with her hair
Just to realize that no matter how hard he dreams, theres no-one there
He closes his eyes and tries to bring her back with a wish
When he opens them he finds everything unchanged and empty
He looks over to the desk expecting to see her drinking Pepsi
But all thats there is an empty chair and another memory
PlayStation 2 is off, and the room is sadly silent
A lonesome tear falls off his face.."Please..please don't leave me.."
"I'm so alone, and theres no-one here to love me.."
He collapses back onto the bed and cried to the emptiness
He sees scenes of laughter, hugs, kisses, tears and grins
And another lonely day without her begins...

[Fusion]

thats really good, i got choked up b/c its so sweet/sad

[LostGriever]

Wicked awesome.

Dude, I'd give my left leg (I love the right one too mcuh) to write lyrics like you.

[Hybrid]

Thanks everyone

This one I actually wrote in a conversation window with Fusion, I just felt like writing and I needed a contest entry for another forum, so this is what I ended up with.

Forsaken Tears

"I hate you, I hate the way you think, I hate the way you love, you're so mean"
The last words a boy hears before he awakes from his dream
He turns over and tries to clear his headful of Insanity
Screams and cries come from the living room with profanity
His clock reads 3am and he can't go back to sleep
Tires squeal and his mom peels out in her jeep

A door slams and he puts his pillow over his head
A silence settles in and everything is dead
He hears sobs from the once occupied battlefield
Closing his door serves as his only shield
From this craziness and fighting and unrest
His dad opens it and a pang of fear shoots through his chest
"Get your ass out here, you and me need to talk"
He slowly gets out of bed and starts to walk

Coming into the light cast from the lamp
He sees that his dad's face is streaked and damp
He sits on the couch and braces for the worst
His dad sounds calm, but his tone is that of someone cursed
The boy flinches as his dad jumps and a finger grazes his armpit
He runs for his room, slams the door and locks it
He slouches to the floor and sits in a room that is now dim
He knows its all his fault, his mom left and it was all because of him
Hearing his dad get a knife from the kitchen, he stares at the bloodshot moon
And lowers his head, as he waits for the bringer of his impending doom

I might make a full length version of this song, I really like the mood involved in it, and I think it would make a decent 3 verse set

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