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[Sakyo Kichiki]

Sakyo decided she'd just return to her room instead of eating, she was perfectly fine with leftovers as it was so long as there was some form of vegetable left for her. She refused to eat meat, being a vegetarian and all. Going to her room jsut seemed better suited for her so she could properly think about everything Yamer had just said to her. Did he really mean all of that?

I.. can't be a reason for someone staying here... t...this place is too horrible to want to stay just for me... Sakyo rubbed her head and sat down on her bed, looking in the direction that Yamer would soon come in through. He seemed like he would just be following her as he always did anyway. Did he.. really mean that..? what he said kept repeating over and over again in her mind.

I really like her.

That... couldn't be me... it wouldn't make sense if it was me.. people can like me.. Sakyo ran her fingers through her hair as a way to get herself to think straight. Not that it worked but it was comforting to feel something touch her whether or not it was just herself. But.. he said it was me.. it would have had to have been me... there... wasn't anyone else in the room, was there? No...

[Yamer Wilde]

Yamer stopped at her door a moment and looked a little nervous, taking a deep breath before walking inside. 'I don't know if I should sit next to her or not...what I said looks like it made her a little uneasy...' He became stiff, taking off his glasses to rub his eyes. "Are you sure you want nothing to eat Miss? I can go get you something and bring it back here..." He asked before a long pause.'Come on, say something. ANYTHING! It's not hard.

"So tell me more about yourself, I'd like to know." He blurted out, before smacking his forehead. 'BAKA! That was the dumbest thing to say! You just don't ask a girl that suddenly it's rude!' "I-I'm sorry Miss...y-you don't have to answer that..."

[Sakyo Kichiki]

"I'll eat later..." she paused and thought about telling him about herself. It might be better to tell someone something before she ended up dying in this hell hole and who knew when that would happen. If it happens... "What exactly do you want to know..?" Sakyo's gaze went to the ground then to her feet. Her eyes looked rather dazed and spacy. So long as it isn't anything too personal...

[Yamer Wilde]

"Anything Miss." He smiled before walking a little closer. He looked at her carefully. Something seemed different about her then the rest of the people around this place. Yamer could never understand what but to him...she just stood out more then anyone.

He kept looking until he found himself staring and quickly looked at the ground kind of embarressed. "In exchange, you can ask me whatever you want if you'd like. Not that I'm really intresting...rather listen to what you have to say."

[Sakyo Kichiki]

She shrugged, "It doesn't matter... I'm not all too interesting either..." Sakyo closed her eyes and laid back down onto her bed, the cushion beneath her feeling like heaven against her back. She had never been so happy just to lay down and she had no clue why. It just.. felt good.

"Ask away.. I suppose.."

[Yamer Wilde]

Yamer thought about it, he didn't really know what to ask her. everything he thought about in it was too much to ask of her. In his mind anyway. "Well...tell me about your life I suppose. Don't have to go into complete detail. Just the jest of it."

He smiled and decided on sitting down next to him. Being sure to leave some space between them.

[Sakyo Kichiki]

"Hm..." she paused, trying to think of something to say that wasn't revealing all too much. "My mother hated me.. my father loved me and disappeared... I've been raised by my father and step mother until he disappeared... and.. I ran away." Sakyo shrugged, making it seem as if none of it mattered to her now. "Oh, I also have no friends."

[Yamer Wilde]

Yamer looked down thinking about having a life like that. He's seemed nothing but good compared to that. "I'm sorry...but...I'm your freind...I think..." He scratched his head before facing her. "I don't see how she could hate you...that's your own mother...we kind of have the same thing going for us though. One of our parents hate and/or hated us...oh sorry for rambling on." He grew a little embarressed.

"But...you seemed to never have anyone there for you...is all I'm getting at. I did so...I wish I could be that person for you. Really." His effort to try and get closer to her seemed very pointless after a while. But he never stopped trying.

[Sakyo Kichiki]

"I had people.... one just.. left suddenly... and I ran away from the other one..." She sighed and shrugged. "And my mom always hated me.. I wasn't what she wanted... so she just abandoned me.." Sakyo decided to stop, he didn't need to know the details. There was no point in telling, really.

[Yamer Wilde]

"I'm so sorry about that..." In his mind, sorry was a pointless thing to tell people. It would never help them through what problem they had. But saying it always seemed to help people more so...he at least tired. "I know it probably doesn't mean much coming from me though..." He looked down and sighed.

[Sakyo Kichiki]

"Why would you say that...?" Sakyo was a bit confused by this. She didn't understand how it wouldn't mean anything just because it was coming from him.

[Yamer Wilde]

"Well...I'm not much help to you...and I get the feeling you'd rather be alone a lot..." He paused and thought about it more. "Besides, I'm nothing special...unlike you."

[Sakyo Kichiki]

"I'm not special.. what are you talking about?" Sakyo shook her head. He had to be speaking nonsense.. all of it. Her? Special? That was too impossible.. the very thought was illogical! "I, of all people, am not special."

[Yamer Wilde]

"You so are! You're a great person believe it or not...why would I waste my time with you if you weren't?" He asked, crossing his arm and looking right at her now. "Shouldn't think so lowly of yourself...someone will always try to make you think your nothing but dirt...but it's not true." He mumbled with a hint of anger and pain.

[Sakyo Kichiki]

"I've always been lower then dirt to everyone around me..." she paused. It wasn't as if she believed she was so she decided to continue. "I know I'm not though.. I just don't think I'm anything special."