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* ANABEL LEXUS POTTER .

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ladies and gentleman, allow me to introduce to you
the independent and kind anabel lexus potter.
with twenty years of picking those pretty daisies,
she will make your world spin. this kind-hearted
girl is straight out of england, with the new mods.
she's a prostitute, but shh! nobody knows. she'll
definitely turn that frown upside down.

dismantle repair ,
A L L I A N C E S .

` call this a prelude to a lifetime of you •• theotherhalf
` we are alive again, again •• bestguy
` just my undivided honesty •• bestgirl
` talked about life, god, death, and your family •• practicallyfamily
` the orchestra plays on, and they sang •• inseparable
` your words can cut me through •• partnersincrime
` you dismantle me, dismantle me down •• bestfriend
` i hang myself on what you repeat •• closefriend
` and now i'm never letting go •• confidant
` help me save me from myself •• goodfriend
` the hardest thing to keep from you •• averagefriend
` hands like secrets •• sortoffriend
` things are going to change now for the better •• newfriend
` i am the patron saint of lost causes •• acquaintance
` a fraction of who i once believed •• partybuddy
` it's only a matter of time •• drinkingbuddy
` opinions i would try and rewrite •• studybuddy
` if life had background music playing your song •• cuddlebuddy
` lines and phrases like knives •• enemiesturnedfriends
` i have got to be honest, i tried to escape you •• onandoff
` one last glance in a taxi cab •• fakefriend
` images scar my mind •• firstnamebasis
` four weeks have felt like years •• justmet
` your full attention was all mine •• sameclique
` the night was young and so were we •• friendofafriend
` lyrics go here •• familyfriend
` did not want any promises •• childhoodfriend

reclusion ,
A N I M O S I T I E S .

` you're suffocating me •• gotohell
` so very hard to breathe •• hardcorehatred
` sick as all the secrets that you deny •• onesidedhatred
` softly kills everyone around •• mutualdislike
` inner demons make demands •• onesideddislike
` losing self in myself •• rivalry
` if a stranger turns up missing •• friendlyrivalry
` sins like skeletons are so very hard to hide •• backstabbed
` this song is my confession •• cheatedon
` reclusion, production, and depression •• friendsturnedenemies
` tell the tales of the trail of dead •• jealousy
` lovers learn from slower hands •• secretenemies
` don't know they're dead to me •• enemiesforshow
` cause intent never makes a sound •• annoyance
` all along they found us strangled •• avoidance
` ii could teach you what i am •• frustration
` my mask is growing heavy •• intimidated
` but i've forgotten who's beneath •• scaredof
` running down the ready fuels it's finally over •• teasing
` my dream is dying redefine despair •• tolerance
` so look the other way tonight •• indifference
` you're sick, sick as all the secrets •• byassociation
` feel everything on fire •• familyenemies

time and confusion ,
A F F A I R S .

` we'll dream tomorrow •• truelove
` live for today •• inlove - onesided/mutual
` we've got big plans in sight •• married
` we'll take this city and by nightfall •• engaged
` he bright lights are calling •• finalrelationship
` everything is going our way •• currentrelationship
` everything is just as we've planned •• futurerelationship
` and i'm not doing this alone •• pastbadterms
` and i've still got your hand •• pastgoodterms
` it feels like we could last forever •• paststillchemistry
` when memories fade •• onandoff
` we've got each other •• childhoodsweethearts
` when time and confusion collide •• pastfling
` i hold it all when i hold you •• currentfling
` when friends walk other ways •• futurefling
` we fell on hard times •• onesidedcrush
` this isn't the ideal •• mutualcrush
` we're miles from home •• pastcrush
` doing the best that we can •• friendswithbenefits
` i won't do this without you •• enemieswithbenefits
` so take heart •• onenightstand
` you know that you have mine •• fuckbuddies
` its not about the money •• makeoutbuddies
` its about the passions •• lust
` what makes your heart beat faster •• physicalattraction
` what does your body long after •• sexualtension
` lyrics go here •• hotandcold
` i don't care now where we live •• teasing
` its not where, or what, or who we were with •• leadingon
` i just need you in my life •• forshow
` so promise me again •• constantflirting
` you're so brilliant •• fleetingglances
` don't drop your arms, i've got your heart •• shysmiles
` the correlation of salvation and love •• mesmerized

runaway ,
A L T E R N A T I V E S .

` come closer now •• family
` i know your desire is to be desired •• futurefamily
` steal a kiss yet call us friends •• lovehate
` distance is the theif •• goodinfluence
` turn and time and time will tell •• badinfluence
` time will tell or tear us apart •• mixedfeelings
` you're miles and miles away •• confusion
` silence reveals where you are •• protectiveoveryou
` you only stand to break my heart •• protectiveoveranabel
` i can tell it by the way you runaway •• mutualprotection
` it's clearer now, oh yeah, it's clear •• respected
` you're nowhere into giving •• trusted
` you're like a rare disease •• mentor
` i know you're in love •• tutor
` with love i believe •• admired
` do you expect me to wait here •• obsession
` all alone in my thoughts and fears •• stalker
` my whole life could crash before you •• roommate
` hope one day that you realize •• resistancefriends
` this isn't the way it's supposed to be •• classmate
` this is who i crown, now without me •• emotionalsupport
` your regrets from us built up inside •• forbiddenfriends
` great space for you, love buried alive •• forbiddenlovers
` by the way i walk away •• neverspoken
` just a runaway girl •• other - specify

the haunting ,
A F T E R M A T H .

this sexy piece of meat was made entirely by me, LAUR !
well, okay, not entirely. i did all the coding and shit, and it
took precious hours out of my life, so if you steal, i will
have to hunt you down and eat you. after roasting you
on a campfire. and using you as a thingy to put my smores
on. yeah. soo anyway, the pretty colors were made with the
color blender everyone uses, and even though i did the
coding, i got lots of inspiration from sydknee says!
from white pages, as well as allyBABY. and , ALLISON,
who are also from white pages. yay for talented plot makers!
oh, right, the lyrics.. uhh.. all of the lyrics are credited to
anberlin, because their music goes well with everything.
and the topic title is credited to death cab for cutie.

now. rules. i know, no one likes them.. but deal with it.
(: if i post in yours, you post in mine. and it works both
ways, i'll post back if you post. choose as many of the
relationships as you like, there's loads of choices. make
the histories long! there's always funny shit to be said,
i'm sure. post in and out of code, because it's pretty,
ask before you use it, and i have the final say on
anything and everything. i love you kids! <3

pictures in an exhibition ,

avant garde • 6780ae
radical • 8a1533
new moderate • 678b64
old moderate • ea9b3d
traditionalist • 034056
purist • ee7e8e

` zachary kieran creevey .
after twenty-four smiles, the nice guy's starting to feel the burn.




dude • oh, look, an example!

zachary • you know it!

oh adelaide ,
B E A U T I E S

readyfuels ,
S T U D M U F F I N S

` capp nicholas greyback .
after twenty-four smiles, the stalker's starting to feel the burn.



` images scar my mind •• firstnamebasis
` i am the patron saint of lost causes •• acquaintance
` cause intent never makes a sound •• annoyance
` all along they found us strangled •• avoidance
` ii could teach you what i am •• frustration
` my mask is growing heavy •• intimidated
` but i've forgotten who's beneath •• scaredof
` we'll dream tomorrow •• truelove
` live for today •• inlove - mutual
` he bright lights are calling •• finalrelationship
` everything is just as we've planned •• futurerelationship
` what makes your heart beat faster •• physicalattraction
` what does your body long after •• sexualtension
` you're so brilliant •• fleetingglances
` turn and time and time will tell •• badinfluence
` time will tell or tear us apart •• mixedfeelings
` you only stand to break my heart •• protectiveoveranabel
` do you expect me to wait here •• obsession
` all alone in my thoughts and fears •• stalker

capp • "Ah, Anabel Potter. What the hell did I do to deserve this? You see, I am known for the obsessive aspect of my nature, and yet I had never once considered anyone worthy of such intensely desirable attention until I met Anabel. She is everything that I never wanted in a woman, but I find it just as difficult to ignore her. At first, I was appalled at myself for desiring a woman who has been passed around to whomever was available at the time, but even as I try to convince myself of it, I find it increasingly hard to ignore the urge to murder the men who even glance her way, their intentions clear in the way they leer at her. Perhaps I am no better, but know this. A wolf is a territorial creature, and it will soon be known that Anabel is my property. She would loathe to admit it - in fact, she would downright deny it - but the fact still stands. I had told myself long ago that I would have her at whatever cost to my peace, but then I had no idea as to the reason behind my strong attraction to her. I still don't - but I have a small inkling as to why it infuriates me to see her with other men. Over the few months that I have been seemingly stalking her - my curiosity is a deadly thing - I have come to the realization that I yearn to claim her, and I would mutilate any man or woman who dared to stand in my way. I am not so ignorant a man to believe my feelings for her are anything more than the feeling of lust which clings to my body, refusing to leave me be, but there is no denying these frequent murderous rages that I fall under every time I find her with a client. Merlin must be punishing me for all the wrongs I have committed, for I can smell the other scents from the men she has had, yet another fact that irks me beyond comprehension. I may try to deny it, but the beast within me is urging me to claim her, to mark her as my own, and that feeling is one that terrifies me. What makes matter worse is the fact that she can hardly stand the sight of me - why now? Why must I be punished like this? Fuck it all."

anabel • “you know, there aren't really many things that scare me. i like to consider myself fearless. i mean, everything that's happened to me since i was fifteen kind of made me a bit more realistic, however much i wish it didn't, and after being paid to be an exotic dancer, and prostitute, neither of which are very nice terms.. well, i haven't feared much. i mean, how much more fucked up can my life possibly get? then, i met capp greyback. there is something decidedly creepy about this man, and i now understand why so many people are afraid of him, because to be honest, i am too. he's just the one thing that i really, truly fear. and it's disgusting, because i know he loves it, and i know he feeds off of other people's fears. horrible man. the most vicious in the pack, too. the man disgusts me, but what disgusts me even more is the fact that all of these people are scared of him when he hasn't done anything to them. absolutely nothing. sure, he fucks girls as often as he changes underwear - probably more often, disgustingly enough - and i can't really talk, because look, i'm a prostitute, but what scares me is the fact that he singled me out. it's creepy, this guy stalks me. actually stalks me. and as far as i know, he's never bothered to stalk anyone else before. i don't know why i caught his interest, but it's sick and creepy and ... ugh. i'm always checking over my shoulder to make sure he's not there, and it's degrading for me, because i know he's amused by it. he comes to my workplace all the time, and luckily i'm always busy with other customers, but he still watches me dance in little to no clothing, and i hate it. he stares at me outside of my window, and he'll even pop on into the flat sometimes. he's quite literally obsessed with me. it's creepy and annoying, and the scariest part is that i'm starting to want him. and not just to go away. i mean, actually want him.. the way that i think he wants me. well, great. just fucking great."

` derek brandon potter .
after twenty two smiles, the cousin's starting to feel the burn.


` we are alive again, again •• bestguy
` and now i'm never letting go •• confidant
` a fraction of who i once believed •• partybuddy
` it's only a matter of time •• drinkingbuddy
` did not want any promises •• childhoodfriend
` come closer now •• family
` turn and time and time will tell •• badinfluence
` you only stand to break my heart •• protectiveoveranabel
` it's clearer now, oh yeah, it's clear •• respected
` you're nowhere into giving •• trusted
` this is who i crown, now without me •• emotionalsupport

derek • ana is going to be the death of me. i am usually not the type of guy who worries. it's not really my thing. but when it comes to my sisters and girl cousins i worry A LOT. i mean, i feel like it's my job to protect them, since i am one of the men of the family and all. us potter men are a fiercely protective bunch so if you mess with one of our sisters or cousins, you are pretty much dead. anyway, i worry about ana the most, though. unlike the rest of the potters, she's not exactly living the dream life. she's a fucking prostitute, for crying out loud! i am the only one who knows, though. i mean, how could she tell the rest of the family? they'd fucking kill her. then cage her up so she couldn't go anywhere anymore. but, i am not exactly like the rest of the family, to say the least. i'm the screw-up, the alcoholic one who didn't end up being an auror or a ministry official or whatever other square careers they wanted me to have. me and ana, we are two peas in a pod. she told me about her little job right after she graduated and moved into becontree which is where i live too. i couldn't believe it at first. ana, little, sweet, adorable ana a whore? she was the last girl i woulda pegged for it. but, i supported her 'cos i knew that she needed it and all. it's always good to know that someone has your back. she's a good kid and though i may not be all too happy about one of my favorite cousins being a whore, i try to help her out and all. i always spot her free drinks, which is starting to add up, 'cos she says that if i do she won't sleep with anyone gross. i know that if i am ever in trouble, ana has my back. except for with the whole money thing 'cos we're both fucking broke. we certainly make quite a pair, the alcoholic potter and the prostitute potter. if only dear old great-great-great-grandfather harry could look down from heaven and see what his descendants turned out like.

anabel • derek is probably the reason why i've stayed sane all these years, if sane is even a term associated with me anymore. i'm not the kind of girl who has billions of friends, but when i get close to somebody, i'm loyal for life. and it helps when he's family too, because he's all high and mighty about his sisters and cousins. but i'm allowed to be protective too, and i am. i may not be entitled to playing the protective male card, but i can be a stubbornly fierce girl when i want to be, and when it comes to derek, i am. i might go as far as to say that i'd do anything for him. i mean, derek is pretty much my best friend. i know that i say robbie is my best friend, but i can't talk to robbie the way i talk to derek. it's obviously because derek and i are the resident potter screwups. we've both dealt with our parents being disappointed in us, since we're not living perfect lives with high-paying jobs. sure, my parents don't know i'm a prostitute - none of my family does except derek here - but they think that working for the quibbler, which is the alias i gave them since i know none of them would be caught dead reading it, is extremely unfit for a potter. and he can relate, since he's a bartender and all. we're just not perfect potters like the rest of them, and that's why he and i are so close. i love him to pieces because he understands me and supports me no matter what i do. he's the kind of bloke that i'm going to be close with my entire life, and pretty soon we're going to move in together. might as well, we're both shit broke and can't afford rent as it is, so we might as well split the cost. but in all honesty, i just hope derek manages to find success in his life soon, because he damn well deserves it.

` chaz onur muir .
after nineteen smiles, the hottie's starting to feel the burn.


` the hardest thing to keep from you •• averagefriend
` so take heart •• onenightstand
` you know that you have mine •• fuckbuddies
` what makes your heart beat faster •• physicalattraction

chaz • anabel potter, huh. i'll admit, the first time i ever laid eyes on ana, i was drunk off my ass. because, usually i don't go to whore houses. i mean, nothing against whores or anything, er, i'll shut up. but, i think i was hanging out with some random guys, and they were like, 'oi, chazie, let's go to caught.' or, maybe it went nothing like that, but the point is, i went, and that's where i met lexus. anyway, i don't really need to go into detail about that night, but you can use your imagination. i paid her, we fucked. the end. or, was it? no! because, that'd be no fun. i ran into her about two days later, literally. my buddy was chasing me down the street with this chocolate frog, and chocolate frogs freak me the fuck out, you know? but, there she was, on lunch break or something, and i ran smack into her. talk about awkward? i'd apologized before i realized who she was, 'course i'm not sure if she recognized me, so i didn't say anything. anyway, we got to talking about something like chocolate frog phobias, and she turned out to be a really cool girl. eventually, i asked her if she worked at caught, and guess what? well, no need to guess. but, anyway. we're totally chill kids now. sometimes we hang-out, and sometimes we fuck. i don't mind paying her, i've got plenty of money. besides, have you see this chick? she's could rival satan in her hotness. no lie.

anabel • coming soon!

` robert ivan potter .
after twenty smiles, the other half's starting to feel the burn.


` you dismantle me, dismantle me down •• bestfriend
` your words can cut me through •• partnersincrime
` the orchestra plays on, and they sang •• inseparable
` call this a prelude to a lifetime of you •• theotherhalf
` did not want any promises •• childhoodfriend
` if a stranger turns up missing •• friendlyrivalry
` cause intent never makes a sound •• annoyance
` ii could teach you what i am •• frustration
` steal a kiss yet call us friends •• lovehate
` come closer now •• family
` i can tell it by the way you runaway •• mutualprotection
` it's clearer now, oh yeah, it's clear •• respected


robert • there's a special connection that can only be shared by twins, and ana and i have it. we can pretty much read each others minds, without the use of any magic. it was really fun as little kids because, well, we could just have so much fun and not really need to talk a lot because we were pretty much the same person. of course, she'll tell you that all i did was drool (not true), and if it is true then we are one in the same because that's what she did as well. however, when people think of twins they usually think of identical people, or at least a boy and girl who resemble eachother. ana and i are pretty different, except for the fact that we are both hot and she knows it. i've always been closer to ana than to camden, which may sound a bit mean since he's also my brother and was the first one out, but you can't beat twins. if we were superheros he'd be our sidekick, or the guy who bosses us around. but we love him all the same. apparently i was almost dropped as a baby, just because camden wanted to hold the other twin - how rude. that would explain why i don't remember the first four or so years of my life. the parents deny it, but i swear the truth will come out one day. anyways, back to the twin and i. yeah, so, if you saw us as little children you'd swear we were siamese twins or something, like conjoined at the hip and unable to get away from eachother. that's a bit creepy, but we just did almost everything together.

of course, there is one thing that you have to be worried about when you have a twin or sister of the female variety - boyfriends. i'm always looking out for ana and i'd hate to see someone horrible come into her life. actually, i'd probably have a conniption and end up being too protective. sometimes i come off like that, but only really to ana. she's just too special to me to let anything bad happen to her, like some twat who just wants sex. ugh, i don't know what i'd do if someone told me ana was being used like that. actually, i'd probably vomit first because that's quite the gross thing to think. however, i'd come to accept anything that ana throws at me, because i'd never disown this girl. she's just the kind of person you can't let go of or be away from for too long without feeling like a piece of you is missing. that's why i try to get her out of her filth of an apartment and into mine, at least until she finds a better job, maybe even a career. i know she works at the quibbler, which i don't read, but they don't pay very much, which means they either need me to go down there and straighten the up, or get ana out of there. maybe she wouldn't appreciate that too much, but we'll see. i just love my twinnie so much.

anabel • awh, look, it's robert ivan potter. my other half, my best friend, my twin brother, even if we really don't look alike. but to me, he's robbie. you know why i like to call him that? because i'm his twin sister and i am the only one, except perhaps our other brother (even though robbie likes me more) who has rights to call him by a sickeningly cute nickname. so, you're probably thinking, 'twins? wtf?' and i completely understand. we look nothing alike, do we? that's because i got all of the good looks in the family. no, i'm kidding. i know my brother's good-looking, he's a potter, he has to look good. anyway, i've obviously known this kid since birth, even if he is five minutes and twelve seconds older than me, i'm still the more awesome twin, and more charming, and just intensely more awesome than he is. but i remember camden going crazy when we came home from the hospital, holding him as a baby... not right when he came home - he was only three or something, so he could have easily dropped him, and he probably did, because that would explain loads of things - but he got to hold him before he held me. and then mum pointed out that there was another new arrival, and apparently camden almost dropped robbie because he wanted to hold his little sister. as toddlers, playing with my twin made me feel warm and fuzzy inside, really. well, no, not really, because i thought he was simply another toy for me to play around with, but he really wasn't very fun, all he did was sit around and drool for the first year or two. but then again, so did i, and he probably feels the exact same about me. but still. i loved robbie right from the start. sometimes i wonder if camden ever felt left out, but he loved to play with both of us, so no worries there.

i love both robbie and camden, i mean all three of us were close, but robbie is seriously one of my best friends. here's where i get all sentimental, so don't shoot me.. he's my other half, pretty much. having a twin always makes me feel special, knowing that there's someone there for me. while there are the times where we want to sock each other in the face, we've always been best friends, the two of us. i know i don't have to protect him against any sex-induced perverts, because if anything, he'll be the one coming onto people, but there's still that protectiveness that's never going to go away. he really loves me, and i've influenced his life so much, which makes me feel all special and whatnot. i mean, there are, of course, things that i can't tell him, like my real job, because i wouldn't be able to stand the disappointment on his face. unlike me, robbie and camden were the ones in the family who grew up and made their lives successful. but even though i can't tell him that i'm a paid whore, that doesn't mean i don't trust robbie, because i do. and i love him so much, and i know he'll always be there for me. even if i did manage to ever tell him about what i do, i know that he'll be supportive. and we're still best friends to this day. i can go over to his flat anytime i want, and we can stay up and hang out for hours. and he'll always mean something to me that nobody else will ever be able to take away. i love robbie more than anyone. and okay, end of the mushiness ... NOW.

` calista siara greyback .
after twenty six smiles, i’llfillin's starting to feel the burn.


` hands like secrets •• sortoffriend
` things are going to change now for the better •• newfriend
` distance is the theif •• goodinfluence
` it's clearer now, oh yeah, it's clear •• respected

calista • now if you'd said to me a week ago i would be going out for drinks with anabel potter i would have laughed in your face. it's not that i had a particular distaste towards the girl, but she's hardly my usual type. we 'met' on my lunch break once when i sent her quite a rude note and she responded with an interesting tid bit about my brother. that was a starting point for us, i was interested in the fact my brother seemed to have an obsession with this girl and she was all the willing to explain the situation to me. eventually we got to discussing life in general and i realized that anabel is a lot like i was at that age. sure i wasn't a prostitute but i was a poorly paid secretary living in becontree just to escape from my 'family' and beo, my dick of a father. she was doing a similar things, trying to get by and not having to rely on anyone else. even though i don't really agree with her occupation i respect her as she's just trying to earn some money and support herself, which is a lot more than a lot of teens can say. despite the fact normally i probably would have never spoken to her i have to admit i quite like anabel.

anabel • what i say here, if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank.

` shilah taegan potter .
after twentythree smiles, i’llfillin's starting to feel the burn.


` and now i'm never letting go •• confidant
` help me save me from myself •• goodfriend
` come closer now •• family
` you only stand to break my heart •• protectiveoveranabel
` you're nowhere into giving •• trusted(?)

shilah • there's something with ana that i never could pinpoint but as it's not my place to say or pry i let her be. i just have a nagging feeling that it's something pretty bad and when i see her, she's tired or drained. ana's probably one of the only few person i'll let wake me up in the middle of the night and i won't be grumpy- much. i'm not the ideal person who'll sit there and listen with a comforting ear or cry over whatever it is that needs to be cried over. for ana though, i'm willing to sit or stand and cook for her when she comes to visit and talk. i feel bad that she talks to me and sometimes i feel horrible that i can't do much than give her a drink or let her stay the night. ana knows that i'm not a hugging- or cheerful- type. i tell her things as it is and i try my best not to make it sound horrible or insensitive. i just wish that i knew more of what is going on and what is happening to her. she's a smart girl and she knows how to care for herself, i mean i know that and should just let things be but i can snap and when i do, it's because i can't figure out what the hell is wrong. i don't mean to scare ana those few moments but i'm convinced she's got some deep dark secret like having the devil's child... something to that effect at least. in the meantime though i just have to be there for ana.

anabel • what i say here, if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank.

` torris vincent bagman .
after twenty smiles, i’llfillin's starting to feel the burn.


` sick as all the secrets that you deny •• onesidedhatred
` cause intent never makes a sound •• annoyance
` all along they found us strangled •• avoidance
` ii could teach you what i am •• frustration
` you're sick, sick as all the secrets •• byassociation
` so take heart •• onenightstand

torris • good old anabel. we have some interesting history. first of all, she hates me. she really does. but that's only because of her brother, well twin brother, robert. if we cut him out of the picture we would probably be just fine with each other. not really good friends or anything, but just aquaintences. but of course she has to side with her brother in all of this. all the potters do, really it's quite sad. especially with how gorgeous this one is. it's such a waste. but then again... this is where it all goes to hell for her. me, not so much. so she works as a prostitute, as you may very well know. and you know me, i likelove sex. especially with girls that looks like anabel. so i got this bright idea in my mind, you know my devious little brain. the one that is oh so smart. well it was time for a little revenge. i'm frankly sick of robert and everything to do with him so my mind went straight for his twin. well, here's where the money and the sex comes in. i have the money, just needed to exchange it for the sex. so this is how lovely miss potter comes in. i paid her for her services. okay, so it's really cruel and unusual to do that for revenge, but all the potters hate me, so does anabel. how else could i get under her skin? no pun intended. so yeah, it was a one time thing though. i think it's put her on edge enough. i'm pretty sure she hates me more than she used to now. oh well, that's her problem.

anabel • what i say here, if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank.

` ivory malissa greyback .
after twenty four smiles, i’llfillin's starting to feel the burn.



` i hang myself on what you repeat •• closefriend
` i can tell it by the way you runaway •• mutualprotection
` you're nowhere into giving •• trusted
` turn and time and time will tell •• badinfluence

ivory •
anabel ceases to amaze me. you would never know that she was descended from saintly, heroic harry potter, himself. i say that with as much respect as if can, but honestly ancient history bores me. we are the most unlikely pair to grace the earth. a greyback and a potter, united by a common occupation; prostitution. i had been working at caught for little over a year when she came on the scene, fresh from hogwarts in my eyes and determined to prove herself. i had to admit the girl had fire, and i respected her for that. because she is younger i've always been very protective over her, there are a lot of creeps lurking around where we go. its generally not a place for young pretty women like ana, who seem so innocent. she can fight her own battles, but i have no problem shielding her from the real creeps. despite what she thinks, out of the bunch of us, she is the one with the most potential. with a name like the potter's she could be anything, not to mention i heard she got good marks in school. most of us are only here because the only thing we have to offer is our bodies. we don't have famous relatives, or well off parents. hell, im a fucking greyback! the bane of society and modern wizarding civilization! i still get angry and frustrated at times with her stubborness, always so willing to prove herself. she dosen't deserve or need to be in a place like this. but as long as she does, i have her back. shes one of the few i can call a friend. i'd take a bullet for that girl.

anabel • what i say here, if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank.

` jasper rowan greyback .
after twenty smiles, i’llfillin's starting to feel the burn.


` call this a prelude to a lifetime of you •• theotherhalf
` we are alive again, again •• bestguy
` talked about life, god, death, and your family •• practicallyfamily
` the orchestra plays on, and they sang •• inseparable
` your words can cut me through •• partnersincrime
` you dismantle me, dismantle me down •• bestfriend
` silence reveals where you are •• protectiveoveryou
` you only stand to break my heart •• protectiveoveranabel
` i can tell it by the way you runaway •• mutualprotection
` it's clearer now, oh yeah, it's clear •• respected
` you're nowhere into giving •• trusted
` with love i believe •• admired

jasper • anabel potter, that girl. she is absoloutley magnificent, and she rocks my world. i first met anabel when i came over to capp's house to grab something, and she was there, and she promptly introduced herself to me, and said she was capp's girl. now, i wasn't surprised. capp is notorious for having a different girl every other week, most of them being well...whores. not that i didn't like them or anything, but capp's intentions were evident. but, when i met ana, i knew she was different. she had this...aura about her. she was fiery, and gave capp a run for his money. when i first met her, i couldn't be bothered trying to get close to her. i just assumed the she wasn't going to be around for long. but time after time i would run into capp, thinking he was by himself or something when suddenly, ana would pop out of no where. anyway, i've talked to ana a couple of times by herself, and i now realize that i throughly enjoy her company, and i must admit, we are quite good friends now. she amazes me with her bravery to hang out with a bunch of violent werewolves, but i'm sure she's had to deal with alot more shit by working at caught. but recently, i've been uh...a little perplexed about my sexuality, and i think that she is slowly catching on. i'm just scared to...well delve deep down and see how i really feel. anyway, if i really AM gay, she'll probably be the first person i'll tell. ana is a great girl that i trust and admire, and i'll admit that i'm fiercley protective over her. i don't like the idea of her working at caught, but i think capp has convinced her to stay out of there. i'm glad. i don't like the idea of dodgy men touching my best friend. yeah, i count her as my bestfriend. i always ache for her companionship when i'm alone. anyway, ana is a great friend, and i hope she sticks around.

anabel • what i say here, if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank.