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“I’m sorry,” he murmured. “So sorry.”
Badenhorst kissed the bobbing tip of a rose. Its tasselled flowers tickled his nose and he managed a preoccupied smile. A wasp’s astringent sting would sour the moment. None struck.
He stooped, his shadow darkening the ground- Surprising considering the evening’s downcast gloom. Was it six or seven? He hated watches. They accelerated your bleeding existence.
Like tapping digits, a flaky drizzle smacked his top hat. It possessed not the power to drench, unless you had been standing in the black since midday.
His clothes consequently dripped with faux sweat.
Feeding the grave his roses, he noted no other flowers tending to its gaunt maw. A sigh shook his back. Its niggling jag disturbed the rainwater, which like burrs, stuck to his suave dress coat. Did he mourn in vain then? Not that you should mourn the dead or the forgotten - the worms had gnawed away their suffering.
The gravestone received his next kiss and a breathy whisper: “Sorry.”
Really sorry.
He staggered to his feet, kicking intermittent pellets of earth. Its bothered musk camouflaged the smell of wet wood and fading meat.
Mimicking an emaciated tomb, his shovel - at least a borrowed one - jutted from the sodden grass. He breathed another “sorry” and started digging, the rasp and clunk of steel announcing morose intentions.
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