[PG-13] "THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME", YUNJAE<3 ft Junsu, Yoochun, Changmin =]

[YunJaeXoXo]

It's my own fanfic, so here's a quick summary of what it's about:
"The Way You Look at Me" by BELINDA_ROCKS (ME, my same SN in CR)
*Updated every week (pardon my laziness ^^)


"YUNJAE <3
Hero Jaejoong has always wanted to meet his idol, Jung Yunho. Ever since he saw Yunho dance on stage, his dream was to be able to someday meet him. So Jaejoong and his best buddy, Yoochun take a trip to Seoul, and try out for the SM auditions, in hopes to pass, and meet Jung Yunho. But it's not easy, considering that there were many applicants who were trying to make their way into the SM entertainment business.

Jung Yunho, a famous solo dancing artist, isn't having a blast at all. Being a fierce solo artist and a lonely outcast, he likes things done his way, but when he was told by his manager that he was no longer going to be a solo artist, his world came crashing down.

That is..till Jaejoong and Yunho meet, comes misunderstandings, complications, new friendships and an unspoken bond..and perhaps love..

PG-13 due to profanity & yaoi. "
*Will post chapters one by one*

[YunJaeXoXo]

Chapter 1

Hero Jaejoong's Goal


“HYUNG, you can’t be serious!” Yoochun said, nearly choking on his ice cream sundae. Jaejoong grabbed some napkins from his kitchen counter and gave them to Yoochun who had a splatter of ice cream sundae now on his shirt.

“But I am serious, Yoochun-ah, this is my only chance to finally meet him, and I’m not going to let it pass me by like that.” Jaejoong replied, eating his chocolate cookie piece by piece.

“Look, Hyung, I get that you want to meet your idol and all, but is it really worth all the money that you worked so hard for at your sisters’ restaurant? I thought you were saving all that money to finally take a trip to Paris, and spend countless nights staring at the stars—“ Jaejoong interrupted Yoochun by shoving a cookie in his mouth, which almost caused Yoochun to choke once more.

“Aish, Yoochun-ah, of course, I haven’t forgotten about my dream trip to Paris, but I never said anything about looking at stars in the sky alone. Besides I really want to meet my idol, Yoochun-ah, please understand, he’s the reason why I was able to be more confidence in myself, he’s the reason why I believe that dreams can come true if you work really hard for them. “

Yoochun was about to say something, but Jaejoong stopped him, by placing his hand on his shoulder. It was Jaejoong’s habit to do that when he was about to say something serious. Yoochun was worried about his friend, going on his own to meet his idol in Seoul, but from the look on his face, Jaejoong was very determined to do so.

“ Yoochun-ah, when I saw him dance on stage, I couldn’t take my eyes off of him, it was like…magic..or something. After that, I promised myself that no matter what I’ll meet him again and by going to Seoul and going to the SM auditions, maybe, just maybe …I’ll be able to see him again.” Jaejoong said softly, breaking his cookie into tiny pieces till all that was left were crumbs.

Yoochun sighed and immediately felt guilty that he wasn’t being supportive about Jaejoong’s idol dream. Jaejoong was there for him when his parents divorced, and helped him get a job at a gelato restaurant; he was there for him for everything. Now, Yoochun realized, that it was his turn to help out his friend even though Jaejoong never really asked for anything back, he felt like he owed a debt to Jaejoong. A HUGE debt.

“Hyung, alright, I understand—“ Before Yoochun was about to finish, Jaejoong jumped him and hugged him like a bear. Yoochun let him hug him for a minute, and then quickly untangled himself from Jaejoong’s arms.

“BUT ---Jaejoong frowned —you’ re taking me with you okay?” Yoochun said, sticking his hand out for a man-to-man handshake. Jaejoong smiled widely and smacked Yoochun’s hand away and pounced on him with another hug.

“Thanks, Yoochun-ah, you’re a great friend.” Jaejoong said with a smile in his voice, as Yoochun felt tears forming in his eyes. He was always so emotional, but with Jaejoong, it was always a good reason to be.

For the rest of the day, Jaejoong and Yoochun went shopping for clothes and some ramen, just in case they get hungry, they won’t have to pay for eating outside. With the savings that they had, they had enough to board the bus and find a place to rent, while they wait to attend the auditions.

Jaejoong was feeling happy the whole day with Yoochun, they were able to buy new clothes, though, they weren’t as nearly as fashionable as he wanted them to be, it was all they could afford anyways. Yoochun went on the net to look for places to rent, while Jaejoong boiled water for their uncooked ramen. Jaejoong couldn’t stop thinking about the dancer, Jung Yunho, ever since that day he saw him on that stage, all he wanted was to join him and dance his heart out.

He sighed, Like that will ever happen, he thought to himself. He saw all those girls throw themselves at him and screaming, “YUHNO,YUHNO!” He wish that he smiled at him like he did to those fan girls of his, ever since that day, he collected so many articles that had Yunho’s interviews, his pictures and even posters.

Even though some of the pictures were somewhat expensive, he felt that it was all worth it. Whenever he stared at Yunho’s pictures on his wall, he felt a surge of confidence flow through him.

“Hyung, are ramen noodles ready yet?” Yoochun called out from the room. Jaejoong grabbed the kettle and poured it into the ramen noodles. Even thinking about Yunho distracted him from doing things.

“Not yet, I just poured the water, Yoochun-ah, have you found any close places that are available to rent next to SM entertainment?” Jaejoong said, turning the stove off, and placing the kettle back on the stove.

“Hmm..some are pretty pricey, but I think I found us a place to rent for a day or two.” Yoochun yelled out, as Jaejoong jogged to the room and sat beside Yoochun, peering at the computer screen.

“The price seems reasonable, do they have pictures of the place?” Jaejoong asked, as Yoochun continued to scroll down the page.

“Hmm..seems like they don’t, Hyung, I’ll call them right now, just in case somebody else tries to rent it, besides I think we should settle for this one, it seems less pricey and more affordable than all the other rent places.” Yoochun said, getting up, and Jaejoong settled in his seat. Yoochun went to the kitchen and dialed the number to the landlord owner of the house.
Jaejoong looked at the directions of the place, his eyes widen, when he realized that that same renting place is fifteen minutes away from SM entertainment. He felt butterflies in his stomach as he imagined passing by there and seeing Yunho coming out or going in the SM building, or maybe catch a peek of him jogging by the neighborhood.

Jaejoong googled “JUNG YUNHO” and 15,000 articles came up about him, there were numerous fansites, fanfictions, and just about anything about him. He felt like a fangirl, reading everything about him, and how he had a habit of correcting his sisters or anyone else if they say a false fact about Yunho.
He was so engrossed at the looking Yunho’s pictures that he didn’t noticed Yoochun behind him. Yoochun chuckled to himself, as he watched Jaejoong look at Yunho’s picture like an obsessed fangirl. Jaejoong always had this secret look at Yunho, Yoochun knew it, and exactly what facial expressions Jaejoong would make when he mentions Yunho or even the smallest thing that reminded him of Yunho.

Jaejoong’s eyes would soften and his smile would widen so much that it seriously looked like a girl in love, Yoochun had to suppress his laughter when he watched Jaejoong’s eyes widen when there was a picture of Yunho without a shirt on.

“Damn, he looks so fine, right, hyung?” Yoochun said after he finished eating his ramen, and placing Jaejoong’s bowl, right next to him. Jaejoong felt a small blush forming on his face, as he grabbed a pillow and threw it at Yoochun.

Yoochun laughed as he ducked and went to the kitchen to throw his empty ramen bowl away.
Jaejoong sighed and swirled his chopsticks around in his ramen bowl and looked at Yunho’s smiling face on the screen, and touched it. Jung Yunho………..
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Meanwhile at SM entertainment, Jung Yunho, went straight into the dancing studio, not wanting anyone to bother him, he locked all the doors leading up to the dance room. He turned on some upbeat music and began to move, hoping to lose himself in his dance and forget what his manager told him.
“Yunho, you’re not going to be a solo artist anymore”.

Yunho began moving his legs to the beat of the music, and began to move faster and harder.

“It turns out after the new SM auditions, you’re going to be paired up with new trainees.”

Yunho started to pretend like he was jogging and at the same time boxing. His hands clenched into tight fists as he began throwing punches in the air, high kicking as well.

“ SM believes that you’re not capable of being a solo artist, I’m sorry, Yunho, but from this day forward, you’re no longer a solo artist.”
With those ruthless words stabbing him in the back, Yunho punched one of the mirrors hanging on the wall. The glass cracked and broke due to the impact of Yunho’s punch, and blood came out from Yunho’s battered hand. He watched as the blood continue to trickle down his arm, his manager was going to have a fit about this, Yunho walked went to restroom and washed the blood from his hand, wincing as the water made his wound sting like crazy.

“You’re giving up your dream to become a lawyer just to become a music artist, are you kidding me?” His father said, angrily as his fists pounded on the table. It wasn’t Yunho’s dream to become a lawyer, it was his fathers’, he didn’t want to live his fathers’ dream, he wanted to live his own life and being a music artist was all he ever dreamed about.
“No, Dad, this is what I want, it’s always been my dream to become a music artist. I’m not going to be a fucking lawyer like you ok? I’m tired of you trying to persuade me and ignoring what I really want. If you don’t understand, then you just don’t know me, do you?” Yunho said, angrily as he pounded the table so hard, that the table shook beneath his hands.
“Jung Yunho, I swear if you walk out that door, you are no longer apart of this family.” His father threatened as Yunho placed his hand on the door knob.
“Oppa!” His little sister wrapped his tiny arms around his waist, Yunho fought the urge to look at her and tell her that everything is going to be fine. He removed her arms from his waist, as he looked at her tearful face and wiped the tears, and whispered in her ear,” Take care of Mom and Dad for me, okay?” With that, Yunho ran out the door, into the awaiting taxi, not regretting anything.
Till now.

“Fuck.” Yunho said, as he applied pressure to his bloody hand, maybe he should go to the hospital. But he could just imagine what would happen if he did that, it’d be all over the news, and he’d be in deep shit with the company and his manager.

He sat down, nursing his wound, as he stared around the dance studio. This was where he belonged, as a music artist, as a dancer. He shook his head in frustration when he was told that he could no longer be a solo artist, but instead, be teamed up with fucking trainees? He was fine on his own; in fact, he was always on his own. Since day one, he rejected any offers that had to do with teams, he liked doing his own work, doing his own moves, he didn’t like the whole idea of being teamed up with a bunch of newbies, he showed what he could do and he became a solo artist because of that. And now, he’s going to be teamed up with trainees, who knows what other surprises were in store for him?

[YunJaeXoXo]

Chapter 2

Trip to SM Entertainment


“Hyung…….” Yooochun said, gently patting Jaejoong’s head, but Jaejoong ignored it and continued to dream about Yunho and him dancing on stage, they were right in the moment to bump each other’s hips…..

“YAH! Hyung, Yunho!” Yoochun yelled mischievously, as Jaejoong got up from his bed and opened his eyes wide to look around in search of Yunho. Jaejoong turned and glared at Yoochun, who was trying to keep a straight face, and smiled, “Hurry up and eat, Hyung, or we’re not going to make it to the bus on time”.

Yoochun walked away and went straight to the kitchen, Jaejoong sniffed the air and could smell the hot cup of coffee waiting for him. But he was having such a good dream, he pouted and forced himself to roll out of bed, stepping onto the cold floor.

“Had a wonderful dream, hyung?” Yoochun said, wearing a white shirt with Mickey Mouse on it, and plain blue jeans. Jaejoong shook his head of Yoochun’s sense of fashion, the shirt was cute, but the plain blue jeans would look better if it was ripped black jeans.

“I did, till you killed it.” Jaejoong said, pouting and grabbing the toast from his plate.
Yoochun just laughed, and already had an idea it was a Jaejoong-and-Yunho-only-dream.
“Hyung, if I let you continue sleeping, your drool would over flood your pillow, in fact, I think you forgot to wipe some of it off.” Yoochun said as Jaejoong quickly blushed and wiped the trace of drool that wasn’t even there.

“Shut up, Yoochun-ah.” Jaejoong said, his face breaking into a smile. Yoochun knew the simplest things that would make Jaejoong smile, making a wonderful breakfast and of course, the mentioning of Yunho.

“Hyung, if we ever do meet Yunho, what would you do?” Yoochun said, munching on his scrambled eggs and drinking some of his coffee. Jaejoong continued chewing on his toast and thought for a minute.

“Simple, I’ll introduce myself and then….we’ll become friends, I guess.” Jaejoong said happily as he helped himself to the scrambled eggs on his plate. Yoochun stared at his friend, and wondered if he was bluffing or just saying things.

“Uh..Hyung, you do remember that he’s a celebrity right? How do you know that he won’t brush you off as a trainee, if you become a trainee, that is. “ Yoochun asked, taking a small sip of his coffee and staring Jaejoong who still had this mushy look in his eye whenever he was fantasizing about Yunho.

“Because…Yunho..isn’t like that? From what I’ve seen, he’s really kinda hearted when it comes to meeting new people, have you seen him interact with his fans? He’s such a sweet guy and a great dancer, he’s……perfect, Yoochun-ah”. Jaejoong smiling widely at Yoochun.

Yoochun didn’t want to ask anymore, it seems like Jaejoong has no idea what he’s in for, celebrities or not, they have their fallbacks. The thing he loved about Jaejoong was that he was able to see positive aspects of other people, but the negative part was that Jaejoong was blind to see the fallbacks of other people. He just hopes that Jaejoong’s
“Yunho” is really the real Jung Yunho.

“YAH..Yoochun-ah, let’s go, we only have 2 hours to get ready, hurry!” Jaejoong said, already running into the bathroom and turning on the shower.

Yoochun chuckled to himself, and went to their room, to pack their things, and once they’re done, their journey to SM will begin.

3o minutes later………

“HYUNG, geez, what’s taking you so long? I’ve done packing, get out of there, already!” Yoochun said, pounding on their bathroom door, with their suitcases on the other hand.

“Ok, ok, I’m done.” Jaejoong said, coming out. Yoochun was hit by a puff of Cologne, and Jaejoong came out with a smile on his face, he was wearing his gray vest with a plain white shirt underneath, and gray jogging pants. Yoochun threw him a questioning look, this was the fashionable Jaejoong, he knew?

“Don’t worry, I saved my best clothes for the auditions, this are just comfort clothes.” Jaejoong said, when he saw Yoochun looking slightly confused. Yoochun gave a smile chuckled and handed Jaejoong’s black suitcase.

“Ready, Hyung?” Yoochun said, but Jaejoong started to nod, then he frowned.

“Hold up.” Jaejoong said, grabbing Yoochun’s favorite black hat. Yoochun smiled, how the heck could he have forgotten his lucky hat? Jaeoong placed it on his head, and then moving the hat around until Jaejoong gave him a thumbs up.

“Let’s go, Yoochun-ah”. Jaejoong said, grabbing his suitcase from him, as Yoochun followed his hyung from behind.
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“Yunho, what the fuck happened to your hand?” His manager asked when he came to visit Yunho at his apartment. Yunho wrapped it with his old t-shirt, apparently it caused some attention, since there were still some spots of blood on it.

“It’s nothing, I bumped it against something during dance practice.” Yunho said, avoiding his manager’s piercing gaze, and pouring himself a cup of coffee. His manager wasn’t stupid and grabbed Yunho’s elbow, almost causing him to spill his cup of coffee.

“That’s bullshit, Yunho. Don’t fuck around with me, whatever happens to you is my sole responsibility. Which means if anything happens to you, Lee Soo Man is going to have my head, understand?” His manager said, angrily, and let his arm go, when he saw Yunho wincing from the pain of his hand.

“Shit, I’ll deal with this, I’ll just put a bandage on it, Hyung. “ Yunho said, wincing from the throbbing of his hand, he hoped that his cuts won’t open, during practice.

“Fine, hurry up, we have a meeting to attend. Wear long sleeves so that they (meaning the SM executives) won’t notice anything with your hand.” His manager said, as he walked out the door to answer another one of his calls.

Yunho immediately went into his closet, and grabbed whatever long sleeved shirt he had. Today was going to be another shitty day, he had a feeling that it just started. He grabbed a bandage from his bathroom and placed it over his hand, luckily the cuts healed a little bit, but the pain was still there. He rushed and grabbed his shirt.

“YAH! Yunho!” His manager yelled, coming into his room. Well, so much for knocking. Yunho thought annoyingly as he put on his black long sleeved shirt.

“Yeah, I know, geez, I’ll be right behind you.” Yunho grabbed his Nike sports bag and his jogging shoes.

His manager sat at the front seat, while their driver opened the door for Yunho, and shut it for him. His manager was going to lecture him again on the way there, so he grabbed his IpoD and turned on a Kanye West song, and turned up the volume, and closed his eyes.

30 minutes later…….
“Yunho, wake up, we’re here.” Yunho woke up and opened his eyes, and he could hear this fans screaming, shit, he was here.

He got out of the car, and he could hear the fans screaming his name and saw flashes. Ah yes, typical scenery, the fans and the media. He grabbed his Nike sports bag and put it over his shoulder, and making his sleeve down to hide the bandage. His bodyguards came around him and his manager as he approached the SM entrance, scanned his card and went in.

“Good Morning, Yuhno.” One of the secretary ladies said greeting him, Yunho bowed his head in respect and followed his manager to meeting board room.
The big brown shiny doors that lend to the meeting, he remembered being there twice to meet Lee Soo Man, and this time, he was sure that he was going to meet him again.

“Hyung, are you coming in there with me this time?” Yunho asked his manager, who was looking at the messages on his phone.

“Not this time, Yunho, excuse me, I have a call to make.” His manager went downstairs, leaving Yunho standing like an idiot, and staring at the shiny brown doors.

“Well, here goes nothing..” Yunho said, mumbling to himself, as he turned the doorknob and pushed the door open and to his surprise, almost the whole SM artists were there. Super Junior members were there, SNSD girlish members were there, etc and of course, the boss himself was there.

Dress in a black suit, matching shoes and tie, and black thick glasses, with a rolex watch on his right wrist and a big silver ring on his forefinger, yup, Lee Soo Man was in the house. He looked up and saw a huge poster, with most of the SM artists on there, and the big thick bold writing in red that screamed out,

"SM ENTERTAINMENT AUDITIONS 2009” and when he looked back down again, Lee Soo Man was looking at him and gave him a small smile.

Crap, Lee Soo Man’s small smiles meant something, and Yunho wondered if he was one of the reasons behind that smile.
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“Hyung, you’ve been smiling for almost the entire ride!” Yoochun said, poking his hyung’s side, as Jaejoong smacked his hand away.

“I guess I’m excited, Yoochun-ah! Come on, we’re coming to a stop!” Jaejoong said, smiling and looking out the window like a little kid. Yoochun chuckled and watched his hyung stare excitedly at the view, and how his eyes would widen when he saw something interesting.

The bus finally came to a stop, as Jaejoong grabbed his luggage quickly, almost knocking Yoochun over, luckily he ducked or Jaejoong’s suit case would’ve hit him squarely on the face.

Yoochun followed him as Jaejoong grabbed a taxi and asked him to bring them to the rented house that they were going to stay in that is until the auditions were over.

“Yoochun-ah, look how tall the buildings are, you think SM entertainment is much taller than those?” Jaejoong said, pointing at them through the window.

“Probably, SM entertainment is one of the most talented music entertainments in South Korea, so I’m sure it’s got to be two times taller than those.” Yoochun said, peering at the view at his side of the window.

Jaejoong bit his lip and wondered how he’ll ever find Yunho if the building was that big, how many floors will he have to go through just to find him? Yoochun nudged him with his elbow, “Hyung, are you ok?”

“I’m fine, Yoochun-ah, just thinking about stuff.” Jaejoong replied back, still biting onto his lip.

Yoochun left Jaejoong alone with his thoughts, as Yoochun wondered how much longer the ride was going to take, he promised to call his brother when arrived there. Jaejoong was practically scaring him throughout the ride by not saying anything, which was weird, because Jaejoong was most talkative out of the two of them.

“Excuse me? We’re here.” The taxi driver said, as Yoochun dropped the payment on the drivers’ hands. They grabbed their luggage and pushed the intercom at the front entrance of the gate.

“…Yes?” It was a old man’s voice that came out of the intercom.

“I’m Micky Yoochun and my friend, Hero Jaejoong are here for the rent of one of the rooms….. “ Yoochun said to the intercom.

“Ah yes, I remember you called yesterday, come in, the gate is opened.” The old man’s voice said, as the gate opened, and Yoochun and Jaejoong dragged their suitcases to the entrance of the house. There was a old skinny man, with thick black glasses, when they got close enough, they bowed out of respect.

“Hello, Sir, I’m Micky Yoochun.” Yoochun said, holding out his hand, as the he shook the elderly man’s hand. The man smiled and bowed his head also.

“Hello, I’m Hero Jaejoong, please to meet you.” Jaejoong said, as he too, bowed and shook the elderly man’s hand. The old man smiled and stared at Jaejoong, and then back at both of them.

“You’re…..a ..guy right?” The elderly man said, staring at Jaejoong closely, who looked embarrassed.

Yoochun laughed, “Sir, Jaejoong is a guy.” Jaejoong nodded repeatedly, turning red, the elder man looked suspicious, but then his old face, wrinkled into a small smile.

He showed them the room, it was pretty decent, even though the paint looked pretty old, the room was pretty big, two beds, one bathroom and a small kitchen. It was all for 500 bucks every 2 weeks. The elderly man gave them the key and thanked them, and bowed out the room.

When they were finally alone, Jaejoong jumped on his bed and Yoochun jumped on his bed, as they turned and stared at the ceiling.

“Hyung..?” Yoochun asked turning to look at Jaejoong, who got up and looked out the window, he seemed to be looking for something.

“I found it, Yoochun-ah! Look the SM building!” Jaejoong said, happily, a bit too loud. He was jumping and pointing. Yoochun sat by him, the SM building wasn’t hard to miss, it was the tallest building, with lots of lights pointing at the huge, bolded letters that stood out, that read “ S.M. ENTERTAINMENT” .

“Hyung, it’s almost midnight, let’s go sleep, we have to wake up early tomorrow and line up for the auditions.” Yoochun said, yawning, as he grabbed his phone to answer a call from his little brother.

Jaejoong wondered what Yunho was up too, maybe he was dancing as usual or out having fun, Jaejoong yawned and snuggled on his bed, and went to sleep, hoping to continue the dream that he had yesterday before Yoochun woke him up.
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“I’m a trainee leader and one of the judges?” Yunho asked, almost choking on his can of soda. Great, he’s no longer a solo artist and now he has to train and judge. Life is so fucking awesome.

“Lee Soo Man says you have potential, Yunho, and that you could use your talent to spot out other talents, this is pretty big, Yunho.” His manager said, looking through Yunho’s schedule for the morning.

“Hyung, that’s like 5,000 applicants in one day, don’t these people have their own lives to run instead of trying to get into the entertainment agency?” Yunho complained as he remembered everyone smirking at him, when he was the only one chosen to do the shitty job.

“It’s their dream, Yunho, to be famous and big, who wouldn’t have that kind of dream? As for tomorrow, your schedule is completely full, and I’ll come to your apartment at 7 in the morning, so don’t stay up all night and injure any other body parts, understand?” His manager said to him, as they stopped in front of Yunho’s apartment.

“Yeah, hyung.” Yunho said, getting out of the car, throwing his Nike bag over his shoulder and stepping into his apartment, and headed straight for his bed.

He looked out his window, amazing, how he could still see the SM building from his apartment window; he pulled the window blinds down.

He sighed and for once, prayed that tomorrow will be a better day, and secretly, he wished that he would no longer have to face things alone anymore.