I won't hesitate no more, no more., this is our fate, i'm yours.

[Derek Shepherd]

Derek felt Addison wrap her arms around his neck and bring him closer as he continued to kiss her collarbone. He bite down on her skin softly before he heard her plead. Pulling his mouth away from her skin he looked into her eyes. Nodding he moved his hands to her thighs, holding her still as he adjusted himself, getting himself between her legs his tip teased her wet folds. Derek kept his eyes on hers before he pressed his lips hard to hers, he wanted to thrust into her when she least expected it to make it so much better than she thought it would be. Derek's hands roamed her thighs, grazing them softly as he kept kissing her mouth hard.

Derek bit down on her bottom lip slightly before taking both of her lips back between his again. With one loud groan Derek had thrusted into Addison hard, his body almost giving way with the contact. It felt so good to be inside of her again but this way, hard not slow and soft. Derek knew that when Addison was with Mark it wasn't slow and soft it was hard and rough and that's what he wanted to do now so that she forgot all about her night with Mark. Derek was going to make this one of her most memorable nights on earth yet. Derek bit down on Addison's bottom lip as he began to bring his hips up to meet Addison's, his hands moved between Addison and the wall and rested on her ass cheeks. With each movement of his hips he squeezed her ass cheeks in his hands and pushed her up the wall slightly with his thrusts. "THIS good enough for you?" Derek asked his first word over exaggerated as he thrusted into her right at that moment and a groan had left his lips as he spoke.

[Addison Montgomery]

Her breath caught in her throat as he shifted her in his arms and teased her nether lips with his cock. Addison spread her legs wider for him to take her, but he seemed adamant on teasing her for as long as possible. His lips crashed upon hers, causing the back of her head to get knocked back onto the tile wall behind her. She let out a groan as she kissed him back as well as she could with him smashing their lips together. She did wish, however, that he'd follow through with fucking her, hoping that he'd do it as hard as this kiss was. She wanted and needed him stat.

Suddenly, Derek pushed himself into her with one hard, deep thrust which caused her to whimper into his mouth. God, it felt so good, especially after all of the teasing and the waiting. He began to move inside her, thrusting hard as if he were trying to reach something inside her womb with his penis. Her moans came in rhythm with each inward motion of his cock. Addison wrapped her legs around him tighter; one, to get him in as deep as possible and two, it managed to lessen the force of him pushing his way inside her, even if it had been what she'd asked for. She whimpered softly again when he pulled his lips away from hers and thrust into her hard as he asked her if this satisfied her request. "Yes," she said in a barely audible voice. Her arms pushed down on his shoulders to get some leverage as her hands went into his hair and took residence there. Her eyes closed, she whispered, "Oh, this feels so good."

It felt like they had renewed their relationship, because things weren't going back to the way they were before their world came crumbling down on them. This was more along the lines of the Addison and Derek that had existed when they'd first gotten together or when they first got married. Their honeymoon seemed to have lasted several months because it had taken them a long time to get out of the honeymooner stage. And this was just like that. She didn't want them to ever be apart. It felt like if they ever were, things just wouldn't be right in the world. Now, however, there was that other piece to it that made her fear them being apart because that would just further push them away from each other.

[Derek Shepherd]

Derek's hips continued to move up and down to meet Addison's. To say that Derek was enjoying this was an understatement. He had never enjoyed fucking her so much in his life before. He felt like she had set him a challenge and he had to meet it. It was like they both knew that Mark was the last one to do her like this and now Derek had to do her even better to forget about Mark and what he had done to her at the time. Now Derek was going to do her harder than he ever had.

Derek continued to penetrate her insides with as much force as he could, he was so hard right now due to everything she had been doing, her moans alone got him hard that was a fact. Derek looked into Addison's eyes as he gripped harder onto her ass cheeks. "Oh, Addie." He groaned as he continued to move his hips in time with Addison's, pushing into her as hard as possible. Derek smirked when he heard Addison's words, his free hand moving from her thigh to her breast as he began to massage it as he looked up at Addison. "Come on." Derek breathed out huskily as he thrusted up into her with a loud groan, he wasn't about to stop anytime soon, not when this felt so good, no way at all.

[Addison Montgomery]

Addison's hands slid down to his shoulders now, gripping him with all her might as she held on for dear life. Her fingernails dug into his skin, which led slight indentations on his flesh. Her moans grew louder and louder as Derek continued to thrust into her. She was starting to feel sore down there already. She could only imagine how she'd feel tomorrow once everything has taken its toll on her. This was exactly what she'd asked for, though, so there was no room to complain, not that she'd want to anyway. She was finally having a passionate night with her handsome husband in frenzied bouts of raw sex. What more could a girl ask for.

She could feel her muscles starting to contract and tighten around him, which proved difficult because he was constantly in and out of her. Her climax was definitely going to come any minute, which was a testament to how wonderful Derek made her feel and just how great it was in general. Addison couldn't recall a time when she'd reached her peak that fast, no matter how much teasing had gone on or how special it was. This was a hundred times more special and felt better than anything (or anyone) she'd ever experienced in her life. "God, I'm so close," Addison groaned, bringing her forehead down to rest against his as she focused on the rhythm of his cock going in and out of her along with the feeling of his hand on her breast and ass. All of her senses were being overwhelmed, yet she couldn't refuse any of them.

[Derek Shepherd]

Derek kept his movements going, not wanting to stop at any point right now as this felt amazing. It felt amazing to be fucking her again after knowing the last person to have done this to her was Mark, Derek, however was doing her better than anyone else could and he really believed that. After the arguing like they had there was so much angst between them that it made this whole thing a lot hotter and steamier. The shower of course added to the steamy affect specially when the hot water was running over both of their bodies as he kept thrusting into her.

Derek groaned as she contracted around him slightly, he kept moving in and out of her but at the same time he felt like he wanted to stay inside of her so that he could feel her tighten around him more. Derek sank deeper into Addison as he cripped tighter onto her ass cheek and breast, wanting to get her from all angles. When she spoke Derek smirked, he could tell he had gotten her there fast, he was even nearly there infact. "Me too." Derek breathed out as he thrusted up into her, his toes curling as he tried to hold onto this feeling for a little longer as he wanted her to reach her peak first.

[Addison Montgomery]

The combined feeling of Derek's hand gripping her ass and breast with the sensations of his hardness thrusting in and out of her was pushing her closer and closer to the edge. Addison's moans grew louder, which kind of made her thankful that Derek lived in a trailer out in the middle of no where with no one around for miles. Otherwise, the neighbors would have had a pretty graphic and intense show on their hands. She'd never been a fan of showing off being with Derek. Plenty of girls back in med school loved to display their relationships with their "wonderful" boyfriends. Although, she and Derek shared the occasional tryst here and there or had small displays of affection, she'd always tried to make it not so obvious to everyone else.

Addison gasped for air as Derek continued to penetrate her through the beginnings of an orgasm. She wasn't teetering back and forth over the edge for long since everything was too much for her to handle, and she couldn't hold out any longer. She came around him with a slight scream, her inner walls convulsing around him rapidly and practically milking him for all that he was worth. She called out his name as she rode out her orgasm, legs pulling him as close as possible in addition to her hands gripping tightly onto his shoulders. She was sure to have left some fingernail marks, but that was just the way it went for the two of them.

[Derek Shepherd]

Derek knew he wouldn't be able to hold on that much longer as this feeling was driving him crazy. He was so relieved to know that he was the last one to have done her like this, all hot and steamy. Himself and Addison were amazing like this, it wasn't this great with Meredith, it never was. It was just sex but even when Addison and himself were fucking like this it was never just sex. Derek groaned as he gripped onto her ass cheek harder.

Derek could tell exactly when she was there as she got tighter around him. Derek let go of his release and let it wash over his entire body. Derek groaned Addison's name as he rode out his climax. He was pretty sure it was the most amazing orgasm he had ever experienced and it was with her which was probably why. "That was amazing." He managed to breathe out.

[Addison Montgomery]

Addison whimpered as Derek held onto her tighter, continuing to thrust into her. She could tell from the sounds he was making that he was close too. Not long after, Derek let out a groan and spilled himself inside her. She clenched around him as he thrust into her several more times, wrapping her arms around his neck and hugging him to her, her breasts against his chest. Her breathing began to slow as they both got down from their euphoric high. She chuckled softly when he commented on how amazing it was.

"Yeah, it was," she whispered softly and let her legs slide down his until her feet met the floor and she could stand again. Her legs were weaker than she could hope they'd be, but within a few moments, she regained a smidge of her strength. Smiling up at him, Addison pressed a kiss to his lips briefly and pressed their foreheads together. Sidestepping away, she grabbed the shampoo bottle and squeezed a sufficient amount in her hands. She put her hands together to get spread the shampoo and said to Derek, "Come here." She motioned him to get closer to her and when he did, she brought her hands into his hair. Her fingers massaged his scalp as she worked the shampoo through his envied strands.

[Derek Shepherd]

Derek could rember perfectly all of the times they had spent together in a shower, okay, so maybe the shower was a lot bigger than this back in New York but still, he could remember them being together like this. It was like they were the married couple they were back in New York again, just before the indifference and affairs. Taking a deep breathe Derek took a step towards Addison when she asked him to. Smiling he tipped his head back slightly and indulged in the feeling of Addison's fingers through his thick locks which was divine. "I always loved this part of shower sex," Derek admitted as he reached behind him and rested his hands on Addison's sides, pulling her closer until she was pressed against his back. With a soft grin he reached for the shampoo bottle himself and squeezed some into his own hand before turning around and beginning to massage it into Addison's auburn hair at the same time. "Just us, together, alone." Derek said as he continued to massage her scalp with the shampoo.