Ridley.Penelope.Vreeland_&& I figured out I'm holding on too t i g h t and I c.a.n.'.t. let go I'm [hiding], I'm needy, on the inside I'm bleeding I'm searching for something but it c a n ' t seem to find me on the s.u.r.f.a.c.e. there is someone that pretends to focus I'm waiting and [wanting], to accomplish and go on trying to live when the p a i n can all be gone c.o.n.f.o.r.m.i.n.g. to confusion the [voice] in my head leading me here back h o m e